cake and candles

19 January

sweet seventeen

PORANDHANAAL VAZHTHIKAL PEMOH!!
we get her a surprise birthday party right after we ended cross-country.
venue : in front of music room.
and the party was a BLAST!
we planned a crazy lame joke by pasting up lots of flyers with lots of harsh words.
but she made to stay cool along the while.
and then the plan move on.
we took out her specs and BBOOOOMMM!
sprays, balloons, cakes were in!
we jumped like mad and ran here and there played childish.
it was WOW fun!
it's too bad that i didn't bring camera.
lots of silly snapping with 'creamy-face'. haha.

a moment to remember

Thursday - the 5th day of school, a camp was held.. yes! me too, in a huge shock when i first heard the news, a day before. 'what?! a CAMP in the very first week of school? madness..'

actually the camp is open for the first-ranked class which is 5AA ONLY, obviously not for me but then everybody is like refused to go because of tuition classes, of course. well, the camp is on the weekends, so they would not want to miss any of it as it was just an English Camp. no worries at all. nevertheless, my friends kilah and dayah still in the mood of joining it.

therefore, the chance was given to other students. im not in but then my friends wrote down my name together with them in the list. i was like 50-50. the list name is now 'terlebih'. things gone even more complicated! yea. the camp is tomorrow! ergh. i was pening2 and serabot2. then i packed up my stuff up and just let things go with the flow..if i were in, then my dad would just send my luggage off and if not i will just go back home after school. that's it.

on the camp day, which was my birthday [muahahaha.] one of the girls confirmed that she's not going. automatically, i was in. so so so.. yea. im going. not that excited for the word 'Amazing English Camp' freaks me a lot. with my poor English language and the camp itself. getting my mind refreshed on my previous camp experiences back in my form 3 life, im still 'oh no'...but the dudes kept babbling 'it's English man...what a waste if you didnt join..'
okay. okay.

i went there, Setiu, if im not mistaken, with my '50-50' feeling. there were 15 of us. (me, kilah, dayah, atim, sera, teha, alya, lisa, arul, nagend, william, weng ju, gan, zamir and firdaus)

we arrived there about 7.15pm. the journey was quite fun although other schools seems to hate our loudness. haha. who cares! back to the venue. omg! it's a resort .nice scenery yet far far far away in the palm oil estate. bad thoughts kept wandering in mind. we had the dinner, shower and pray before going back to the ballroom. or should it be a room? i dont know. but it's a small house-like building which the room is in the upstairs. (guess what. towards the end of the camp, i realised that i LOVE the building very much! especially the staircase. there were thousands memories to be hold tightly in heart)

we were split into groups. yea. mixing with other schools. (i hate it. ergh..) luckily, i was in the same group with kilah. 'first impressions are always wrong'. the phrase that i have been questioning for so long. but now, i deeply understand and believe the saying. my group began in the most damn boring silence instead it turns chaotic as time passes. especially in the night of talent show. it was the most awesome, hilarious, fun, splendid, night i have ever had in experiencing camps.

back to our first day,.after breaking the ice session, we were asked to do cheers, logo, motto and presentation. well, not bad as a start. before we went to sleep, me and the girls celebrated my 7teen birthday. haha. my most memorable birthday party ever. we enjoy a plate of the most high-class cuisine which was koko cruch! hahaha! the present was a free gift from the box. it's a giraffe. haha. hey wait! it's me who bought them. muahaha. but still, i enjoyed the moment with all my heart! thanks dudes! lav ya all! +DDD

(here we met a girl which happened to be our bestfriend for the whole 3 days. a CHWS student named Qistina Aida. her language is superb! and she's nice. great meeting you darl! Bani from SMKTB also. you are so funny!)

2nd day - morning. warming up time! yeay! we were taught many type of dances. ah, forgot to mention about the facilitators. they are all students from various universities, young, sporting, creative and cute too! haha. chicken dance, poco-poco dance, japanese dance, banana dance and many more! they were all hillarious. ah! how i love the camp! haha. sorry. i cant help but to feel the thrill whenever the memories jump into my mind. +))

the boys were ready for solat jumaat. so we took this chance to wander around the resort. the scenery was breath-taking! the pond, swimming pool, chalets, stalls and everything! we snapped some photos of it and also with the facis! (i dont know how to write this.)
fyi, the resort is situated beside the PLKN. so everyday, we can see the 'wira-wirawati negara' .muahahhahahahahha!
in the evening we had exlporace. another exciting yet sweating moments. the game was really great and it is mostly like a brain-challenge. still, everybody enjoyed it. we unite together as one team. although we never know and say even a word to one another before but we could feel the joy of laughing and cheering as one . the same thing goes to other groups.

time flew as we ignored it. it was the last night to be there. talent show night. our group combined with dayah and sera's group to perfom a drama. im not in the role of course. no way! i would just screwed up the storyline or the dialog, maybe. hahaha. me as a narrator. the easiest part among all. but still it gave me big anxious though. hahaha. our drama is a big success eventhough we didnt win. everybody was laughing at the acting. it's okay. you guys are still the best! aida is pronounced as the best actress of the night. congrats! +)

last day - today we had outdoor activities which were kayak, rakit, sampan etc. i didnt try any of them as my stomach ache! not totally in the mood. so i just watched. waaa! im regretting it now. then, the prize giving ceremony. after having lunch, we were ready to go back! waaa! teary moments. it's hard to say goodbye to such a wonderful camp with beautiful place, sporting and cute facis, awesome new friends! waaaaa! i hope there will be more camps with no rules like this in the future. we really got our souls into it! +DDD

the photos will be updated soon!

p/s : i know the story sounds dull and boring. it appears to be as the same story as any other camps. but i swear, it's different! yea. blame it on my poor language and story-telling skills. waaa! +(

tiresome

first day school, urrmm.. nothing much to talked about. new classmates, teachers blablabla. oh wait. there IS something differ from the last years'. its proud-to-be-seniors feeling! woah! it's awesome. walking ahead with fear no more, to crap and act silly whenever wherever even to drool in the canteen. who cares! no more shit laughs from the insane seniors who are too @#$&%$ to speak about others every now and then instead of setting her eyes on her own idiotic actions. urgh! how i hate those days of being juniors.

oh. the tuition classes! argh! as what i have been imagine in my wild thoughts before, there's no more sit back-and-dream moments for me this year. clock is ticking away rapidly and the whole week is now fully scheduled with my tuition clasess, piano class, homework-ing, rushing here and there. my moment is now dissapearing. arghh! you will never have the idea of how brutal the world is.

the mood is now sinking even more deeper.. yes! its January, the one and only cross-country moment! as for me to sit in front of my pc right now is PRICESLESS! therefore the world, the clock and every seconds of it, is now mine. totally mine! muahahaha. but to see it on the other perspective, i think it's a good start for me to eliminate few kilos and put on my old jeans again. sobs.

updating

as usual, its a late wish - HAPPY NEW YEAR!! and and and. Happy Blissful Seventeenth to me too! muahaha. +PP

woah. 2008 is like flew by the wind yet im still in the sixteen mood! waa. getting older with SPM waiting up at the end of the journey. argh! all this stuff... are sucks! instead of drowning in tons of homeworks each day, im still playing around and have a good sleep and meals too. haha. *bad*
well, time will change us. i hope. =)

yeah! the blog is now as rusty as it is before. being neglected like it is owned by nobody.haha. okay okay. today, i'll write a few post before i vanish away from my dear internet. oh..that hurts. T.T

zero-idea

hohoho. sorry for that i was toooooo lazy to update the blog. besides, i have nothing much to write on. like i have noted in the earlier post, im a poor story teller and I REALLY AM. bwahahaha. just bear with it bloggy. good news! as now im in the mood so im gonna write something. crappy though. xD

well, at this moment everybody would probably in the joy of vacation with the family while im drowning in boredom and gasping for more thrill. all that i did was just same thing since the holidays kicked off. you dont want me to list them, i swear. oh daddy, i wanna go outside! taking fresh-breath in the middle of green slope with supreme view of the town. or maybe in the mall, enjoying the giant sales. *sobbing*

as far as i know some of my friends, maybe most of them were now busy with their tuition classes in various tuition centre which i haven't start any yet. and it gives me big anxious for that im not a book enthusiast. so it worries me a lot! T.T

someday

Someday - younha's 2nd korean album is finally released on August 2008. it consist of 17 songs including 2 instrumentals. having her very own music style with mesmerizing vocal would definitely made the listeners to have their jaw opened. i have listened to some of her tracks and WOW! no doubt, she did it superbly well. i wish i could have the album. (sobs)

tracklist ;

1. Gossip Boy

2. Memories (feat. Tablo) (Rap Mix)

3. Hero

4. Someday

5. [theyl] [ley] sells

6. Rain & The Bar

7. sounds of rain

8. Rainbow

9. Best Friend

10 Strawberry Days

11 For Catharina

12 hates

13 My Song AND…

14 does not cry E

15 memories (Original Mix)

16 [theyl] [ley] sells, (inst.)

17 hates, (inst.)

i love ' my song and...' the most! something calm and peaceful to be listen to besides the lyrics is so sweet! ^^

attention

i need my phone back!

is that clear?

from the bottom of my heart

dear phone shop,

the one that i have sent my phone for repairing service 64 800 minutes ago..
wth you are doing with the phone?! enjoying it with butter and jams for breakfast? oh no.
i dont think the fault was that bad since it was just a screen problem.
and one more stupid thing. why you always said that you have nothing to do with it and i have to deal with the 'factory' by myself as if i want it now.
omg! what factory you are talking about?!!cadbury milk factory??
oh please...just give the phone back and GET LOST idiot!

hooray

MY VERY BAD DAY - a few days before the holiday, i finally get some of the marks and it is horrible. no joke man. it is truly horrible. at the moment when others is having wide grin spread over thier face while holding their marked papers, i stood there frozely. as what i have expected, im the major loser. yes, i get the hint and im ready to be kicked out from my class next year. waaaa!! it is pitiful to be alone for the final year of highschool besides im not good at making new friends. ok, E N D of discussion.

it is party time! holidays is just started and im enjoying the freedom after three weeks of madness - having thousands of alphabets and numbers to be memorized. YUCKS!
i have no plans for the holidays since the father is 24/7 with his calculation and i guess im spending the days watching tv and interneting like i did in the past holidays. but i still have little plan which every teens always do when they are bored -hanging out with the friends. how i miss my old friends so much. i really want to know the new, hot stories about thier life since i have not meeting them for such a long time. wooaah! cant wait! =)

lazy-bones

im doing a quick post since a desk-full of schoolworks is waiting for me. (there's no differents at all if i stop writing though. haha.) firstly, it's a late wishing but still, im wishing to all muslims 'Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri' and have a great month of Syawal!

the final exam is only finger-count days to go. still, im not fully prepared. the revision, exercises bla3. sobsss. i believe that everybody have their own idea in mind of how significant is the final exam. i know i know. but exams is not for me! seriously. the highly-better results of my frens especially the Gjays, eventhough now they are no longer as the same school as me (they are boarding schooling)is throwing me deep into the nasty drain.

oh my blank rusty brain. i guess it is habit. revising at eleventh hour and 10 seconds-reading is helpless. whenever i start studying, the sleepy mood is irresistable. yes! LAZINESS. the fresh-look of my revision books is disappointing me. but i try to read them. yes, i do. err.. maybe sometimes. hee. believe me, im trying. but then, im helpless! i wish i could have the same brain as if the genius had. someday..perhaps.

till then, wish me luck! (no more luck? haha.)