Saturday, March 28, 2009

who are you? like i care.

i wonder why is that people criticize others when they are gutless enough to disclose themselves.
and yes, these kind of people is nobody than a waste of space.

if there's any chance that im to be blame for things that im totally clueless here, then sorry.

or maybe it is either way?

dont worry, i just bite human at times.

well, get back to your own life because you know,

deep resentment is just not good for your soul... =)

Thursday, March 26, 2009

tadaa

im back world!

with less energy...

the whole week that i've been away for was horribly exhausting.
so much things happened that made me felt bad for being myself.

we've been nagged by the teachers of each subjects basically for being lazy enough to do our homework and of course for our slow progression towards achieving what we supposed to.
as if the Principal said.

as today, Sambutan Maulidur Rasul. a new event and also a new experience.
for this event, Bestarians had gone through quite some experience.
but we surely did not owe any further explaination to anybody.
we perfectly knew what should be the matters and every pieces that happened behind the curtain, for real.
as we still held our hands tightly in each other, that's more than enough for me.

and why am i being so emo?
MUAHAHA!

-signing off-

Saturday, March 21, 2009

you know what

i can see the face of our beloved Principal, holding a wide grin
while waiting for me at the school gate.
clear and sharp 7am.

oh what a wrong imagination i got here!

till next friday and saturday, GOODBYE world...

aji.ogy.razi


a bowling day with Razi. meet our former class monitor of 3bestari07, Mr. Razi. well, the boys called him Aji or Ogy instead.
oh it was very longkang game, indeed!
[sorry for those blurry view. well, LG is bad at capturing. derhh..]
stranded. haha.

yeah we're from planet earth!

watch that sexayy lips!

Friday, March 20, 2009

ouhmagod!

April is approaching.
Noooooo!!!

yes, i need to focus.
okay. stay FOCUS, you spoiled brat!

no more internet till weekend.
watch me, dudes.

FOCUS!

Thursday, March 19, 2009

i threw up like 6 times last night. food poisoned, guess so. it felt horrible like losing half of my soul. stupid fried mee! so no homework-ing for today. cant really focus.

Wednesday, March 18, 2009

traditional?

i quit !

man...
it's so hard to change the template to any other blogskins.
i really can't work it on!
but you just made it sounded pretty easy, myah.
emotionally made me 'perasan' that i can do it all by myself.
HAHAHA!

i know. i should have asked you to help me on this, in the first place.
before that, im still looking for the skins though. haha.
i'll give to you my password later.

ahh.
i really have no idea why am i being so outdated for not knowing all this.
no joke man, this is serious.
what if i have to do assignments ahead in my college life that needed me to master this kind of stuff?
i mean, different way lah.
you know.

im gonna crack my nerve at that moment.
adoii...

Tuesday, March 17, 2009

desperado

hey you.
yes it's you, Mr. Soul Destroying Boredom.
so like you're not gonna vanish, huh?

those numbers are truly on their way preparing me upside down
since, like when?the sun is still pouring its light.
yea sort of.
mind you, im doing this 'undefined-error' which i never gonna solved it
by my own scatter brain.
the questions were giler susah nak mati, ok.

ohh. did i mentioned that it was addmaths?
yea yea you got that.

so, i end up wandering about here, in this planet.
no grounds for complaint for this second post of the day, people.
im not interested.
hate this? just bug off.

oh. tell you what.
we do Bestarians our own blog.
HAHAHA!
but it's still under repair, guess so.
lotsa out of the ordinary events ; behind the scenes.
so, make sure to check it out!
coming soon bebeh! =)

kiddies whine, i am.

i felt so inanimate lately.
getting sick at heart of......life.
yeah i do. as often as not.

i mean..
why is that time is ticking away so double-quick just like that?!

oh how i wish the time is remote-controlled.
so i can just simply paused it momentarily.
till im done eating up the giant plate of the homeworks-of-mine.

im not laying any blame to the teachers.
okay, maybe at times. when they put on too much.
but they ain't do that for nothing.
it would cost students benifits , sooner or later.
i do aware of that.

but sometimes, it's too exhausting.

yeah i know i know.
everybody goes through that.
no need to let out that stupid piercing shriek like you're the one.

derhh. it's too bad for you, sarah sabrina.
nobody seems to care about this silly tiny stuff.

sowhatever..

Monday, March 16, 2009

yesterday

the Gjays reunite after such a time-journey
(excluded nadirah. she couldn't make it) at mariana's place.

im soo darn missed them.
and as much as usual.
i always had my GREEN-EYES on them.
for their perfect life, heck yeah.

attractive gorgeous fair smart brilliant tall skinny long-leg nice hair etc etc.
gahh!
it is a gift, surely. God blessed them.

aside from the fact that we haven't
set our eyes on each other for quite some time
we still made to live up the same so-called 'Gjays atmosphere'.

the laughs for those silly-ish crap,
the smiles for the sudden silence,
the randomness when gossiping,
the gone-wild imagination of ours.
that's just us.

ahh!
i really miss those... back to our days of being young!
wrinkles, no......

and and and.
what supposed to be most highlighted matter here
is that, they still who they are.
and im so much thankful for that!

^o^

Friday, March 13, 2009

sick note

Happy Holidays everybody!
oh. cant wait to meet around with those awesome Gjays!

huemm.
i read this somewhere. dimly remembered where.
but it does attracts my eyeballs.

he said that :
studying - the word which originates from a combination of words 'study' and 'dying'.

somehow it does make sense.

let me tell you.
it's all about common symptoms of being SPM-ers.

like my tuition classes.
im saying no.
rather, the feeling turned contrast.
the thought of i might be lost the chance of attending for the next time
keep knocking my mind.
as if the 'death shadow' is waiting for me at the corner.

in other sense, i have to study for at least before the eyes shut and
the heart is no longer in able to pump any oxygen.

gahh!
for saying that i HAD the symptoms.
shit, im freak out!

Wednesday, March 11, 2009

a piece of luck

i feel so damn super duper H I G H at the moment!

definitely for the fact that we got great marks for the oral test. (boastfully hold the head up)
MUAHAHAHA!
thank you Pn. Rabaah!
and Alhamdulillah...

oh well.
who on earth wouldn't feel that way if they really got what they desire's for.
tell me then. i wanna share my love with her/him/them.

we discussed on a topic 'Friend'.
wait, it's not that simple as the spelling.
we almost drained out for it.
conclusion -spontaneous is just not for me.

---------------------------------------------

we started off a bit...calm.
short while, we were like frozed up as her eyeballs about close to tears.

she's sooo cool to share her bestfriends' stories with us.
she said that we chose the right topic that it really touched her deep inside.

gosh!
her stories were out of this world!
questions that we'd prepared beforehand (in case the 'sudden silent' is about to occur)
were all naturally answered in those stories.

the conversation were carried on until the time was up.
ahh! what an amazing talk!

p/s : to pemoh and myah. good job guys. high 5! *wide grin*

Tuesday, March 10, 2009

good night owl

it's 11 something.
the night is still young, could it be.

badly exhausted.
the eyes are just on the verge of shutting.
in need to finish watching 1 more episode of BOF like mad.
plus the untouched homeworkSSS ; incomplete presentation stuff - i lost some slides! noo..
so do, the oral test tomorrow.

at this point, im so....DEAD.

z_z

Monday, March 9, 2009

45th Baeksang Arts Awards

The Flower Boys F4
from above, left : Kim Hyun Joong, Kim Jun, Lee Min Hoo and Kim Bum

Yoona (Best New Actress) and Lee Min Ho (Best New Actor)

credits to : Kpopped

unravel

gahh!

today i woke up late.
to blame yesterdays' PJ well yeah.
my whole parts of body including my muscle tissues (if that's what make up the situation here)
are grieving with pain!

seriously, im barely carrying my own hands.
ahh. it hurts. even now.

that's what you get for not warming up.
serve you right dude!

oh.
btw, im just having this kind of...case.
like im thinking of something.
yes, i think.
somehow i cant really figure out what am i thinking.
instead, im trying to think what actually the 'think'.

bak kata Pn. Rabaah - do you get me or not?

it's no joke man.
im not telling you 'tounge twisters' or anything.
but it's just happened most of the times, i would say.

hermm..
i'll find a way for this.
maybe till the next theory-of-mine to pop out.
haha.

cake and candles

9 March
sweet seventeen


PORANDHANAAL VAZHTHIKAL ATIM!!


it's tooooo bad that today is a day-off.
*sigh*

Hatim Khadijah, a crazy fan of Lee Min Hoo (Boys Over Flowers).
all she sees in her eyes is just LMH.
i was like paralysed with fear whenever she made her 'dirty' sparkling-eyes
as the name of LMH flows over her words.

goshh.
she'd gone crazy enough to regain consciousness.
HAHA.

wait for more stories about the 'celebration'!
tomorrow, i guess. =D

p/s : atim is the one whose not wearing glasses, you might ask.

Sunday, March 8, 2009

sensibility

ohh.
apparently, i did posting like everyday, was i?
haha.
no big deal man..

it's just that i couldn't get myself to put a fullstop
whenever my fingers begin to dance on the keyboard letters.
though sometimes i found myself to be lost and clueless
of what the heck with all those bunch of crap.

talked about worse.
it came naturally into the same situation whenever the mouth starts opening.
talk talk and talk, there i go.
till silence kills the subject.
but the mind never fail to conduct rough-search for a new topic.

how bad is that?
HAHA!

well then, we're blessed with numerous parts of body.
we must consider how best we could utilize what we have.
that's the reason you might don't know.
or perhaps flatly refused of knowing.

flexing muscles

hello hello.

today got PJ.
something which i look forward to, at times.

our PJ teacher aka our form teacher aka Kak Sya.
that's how we generally pronounced her.
see, how spoiled Bestarians were. +P

oh. back to the story.
she brought us to the school gym!
whoa! we were all like brightly-large-eyes-unexpecting face.
no sun burning and all.

we almost tried everything as if we just want to.
like girls' uncontrolled wildness spreading over the gym.
HAHA!
well yeah. it was exciting, indeed!

Saturday, March 7, 2009

menyusun kata

pada hari ini
saya akan berbicara menggunakan
bahasa ibunda saya yang tercinta iaitu Bahasa Melayu.

di saat ini,
dapat saya rasakan lubang hidung saya yang sedia ada besar ini semakin mengembang
dek kerana haruman kebanggan yang semakin menusuk ceruk-ceruk dalaman hidung saya.

oh.. pastinya tidak lain lagi tidak bukan kerana kerja rumah yang dititipkan
oleh Pn Zunaidah telah berjaya saya siapkan beberapa minit yang lalu.
ingin saya nyatakan di sini bahawa beliau telah mewasiatkan kami
2 buah karangan berhantu yang perlu disiapkan dalam tempoh 4 hari.

kedengaran lama bukan?

tetapi lain situasinya jika anda berada di atmosfera saya ketika ini.
terhegeh-hegeh ke sana sini mengejar masa yang tidak terkejar.
masakan masa dapat dikejar.
dilihat pun juga mustahil.
namun begitulah fitrahnya hidup bersama masa.

saban hari semakin banyak pendapat yang saya utarakan tentang masa.
maafkan saya jika perkara itu mengusutkan lagi
rongga-rongga blog saya yang sememangnya kusam lagi usang ini.

sesungguhnya ini blog saya.
saya mempunyai hak sebagai pengguna bijak.
serta saya bukanlah pelajar sekolah yang hangat diperkatakan dalam media massa
kerana saya tidak berminat menyertai sebarang pertandingan realiti seperti
Bintang Klasik Nasional mahupun Bintang RTM.

membelek buku pun payah apatah lagi terkinja-kinja
melontarkan vokal yang kurang lemak merdunya
di hadapan lautan manusia asing.

oh tidak.
mungkin saya perlu diberi suntikan kaunseling
jika suatu hari nanti terpampang di dada akhbar,
'SARAH SABRINA MEMENANGI BINTANG KLASIK NASIONAL 2010'

saya berdoa supaya tidaklah sedemikian
bermulanya kerjaya pertama saya.

sekian sahaja bebelan saya.
saya ingin ke meja makan untuk mengisi perut yang semakin rancak berkeroncong ini.


cheers to poltergeist bebeh! =)

Friday, March 6, 2009

3 hours later

im an idler.

ironically,
there's a whole lot of non-fiction B O O K S awaiting for me.

it is a fairy tale own by Sarah Sabrina

p/s : dont worry, im still undergoing my respiration. either way, gasping. perhaps..

demanding

time wait for no man.
i hate those words.
but then, it's Friday again.
no offence.

i haven't complete any of my last-week-homeworks.
and they keep piling up neatly as the days passed by.
like the world is coming to an end tomorrow.

and now.
all i can do is having a pathetic glance on those mountainous books.
and not to be bothered, the due date is in a couple of days.
oh mommy... how brutal life is. T.T

the exhaustion is actually comes to its limit and kills me slowly.

thus, somebody please send off my beloved yi jeong-sunbae
all the way from Republic of South Korea.
so that i wont do any harmful action like....
commiting suicide?

hekhekhek. +P

Thursday, March 5, 2009

cake and candles

4 March
sweet seventeen

PORANDHANAAL VAZHTHIKAL KILAH!!!



we planned to serve her 'kaw2 punye' on her birthday.
but it was a state-day-off.


just a simple wish for her through the air particles.
as she didnt bring the handphone together with her. (she stayed at the school hostel)
it's not that our school forbid the existance of any small creature named CELL PHONE.
but it's her to option for that.
isnt it.........kelakar?
oh siti akilah..siti akilah..


but dont worry my dear. there's always tomorrow.
on Thursday.
after Solat Hajat, we planned to sing for her in the public.
i mean at the corridor so that she would blush or something.
but it's KILAH by the way.
rushed here and there.
so stubborn!


we had none to choose.
eventually, we DRAG her into her class.
and the lyrics flew.
and yes! she BLUSHED.
err. a bit. but it's enough then.


mission accomplished!
HAHAHAHAHA!

i guess, wouldnt it be better if the whole block plus the canteen's makcik-makcik sang along?

+P

Tuesday, March 3, 2009

boys over flowers


ga eul & yi jeong


my new current obsession. +)

Sunday, March 1, 2009

jessy


C O N G R A T U L A T I O N S ,J E S S I C A A L B A!!


FOR WINNING THE ELECTION. GOOD LUCK IN YOUR 'HG' CAREER. +P
HA HA HA!!
p/s : gambar ini dicilok dari perengseter Abg Farid Duda Berhias. Harap maklum.