going nuts

4 addmath papers given to be answered. what do you have to say?the 'diagnostic test' [or whatsoever] is yucks! do they know that we, students or biologically pronounced ; homo sapien only have one brain. i thought we'll be doing as if the real exam since the other classes did, but my messy class seems to ignored the rules and start making loud noises with the discussing and copying activity. so do i. [muaahhahaha. who cares, rite?]

ah., i still got loads of untouched schoolworks. wont mentioned here because i forgot all those pieces! and now, here i am . eyes open wide in front of the old computer neglecting those works. you have to believe the saying that bad eggs will always bad. haha. *grin*

SOS

argh! there it comes again. uninvited. i do really very very hate sore throat! [i mean it]unbearable illness that seems to be 'loving' me very much since forever. killing me for at least countless-time a year. but this time, 'you' got the wrong timing 'darling'. it's fasting month for the muslims! and how can i ever survive without a drop of water with the painful, dry throat. mind you, the sick throat that gives uncomfortable mood, thirst, and whatever it would be, is beyond expression. you wont deeply get the feeling until you have gone through it by yourself. [do pray that you wont.] having sore throat is likely being dumb. voiceless all day long, hardly swallowing the saliva, uneven body temperature. lying foolishly in the bed is all you can do since the pain is to death. i wonder that this is only happened to me. argh. 5 more hours to go before breaking the fast. waaaa! im dying. T.T

listening to the big bang's - haru haru [if im not mistaken] . nice. the melody is quite easy to follow which is great! and nice song, good MV, adorable members [seungri!]. everything is AMAZING about big bang!
*it does make the suffering mood much better. xD

babbling

yes! you are right. this is my first time writing a blog! (old-fashioned) making my first step to turn on the pc, my hands keep on wobbling unsteadily like it sweats very badly. hoping that everything is under control. but up until now im still wondering whether i got something to jot down in this particular blog. completely no idea! i could even hear my heart beats like mad. haha. 'kolot'.

okay, enough of being so nervous out of nothing. i'll start with my life. (boring topic) the name is sarah sabrina badruldin. feel free to call me anything as long as it wont get me heart attack or something. im 16 in ages and a part of sulaimanians. living humbly with the family of 4 ; the parents and older brother who's now away for the studies. very keen on korean/japanese/chinese culture, music, life-style, language, people, cuisine and everything. lazy and useless in person. very very weak in the studies. (the result is always a disaster) heh. i guess im done. what a topic. hate it hate it hate it! urgh.

the main purpose of why im here? err. im killing out the wasted time after getting bored of my not-so-beneficial daily routine ; watching movies, dramas, gameshows, music, eating, sleeping, etc. not even a single thing that will probably bring more better effects like books. perhaps. haha. see, it is woeful to be me.

i bet my blog would be the worst ever! haha. blame it on my poor language and story-telling skill. (sorry dearie blog!)